Starting over from scratch, cooking up a new batch


Fuck your lies and your grief tell me what do you really see

Behind your shadowed lens wondering who the next is gonna be

Lay victim to the misconceptions put out there to the world

Never remorseful of the hurt you caused, the shattered little girl

Tangled up in your own deceptions, power tripping like some God

Hidden behind society’s depiction of who is right and who is wrong

 

You wanna play shady, I just wanna be clean

Your opinions no longer matter, your motives all green

Self-made I’m gonna show you, there is no turning back

Once the fire’s been lit, the route changed on the track

Never tell me again, better yet I’ll never own it

When you throw your blows, I will never forfeit

 

Never thought I would escape it huh, never thought I’d surpass

Surrounded by degradation, bad decisions, no sight of class

So much hurt, so much fury, all alone, left there to bleed

But each day goes by, my invisibility, less and less I do concede

Closed the windows, the doors, ended the chapter of that book

Opened my eyes and see much clearer but never backwards will I look

I don’t hate, I understand and every day work to forgive

As I lay the groundwork for another life, the way I want to live

 

You wanna play shady, I just wanna be clean

Your opinions no longer matter, your motives all green

Self-made I’m gonna show you, there is no turning back

Once the fire’s been lit, the route changed on the track

Never tell me again, better yet I’ll never own it

When you throw your blows, I will never forfeit

 

 

 

 

 

 

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