Okay so I really didn`t want to post anything about some things I have been up to because quite frankly whenever I let the cat out of the bag on things, sh*t seems to happen to throw it out the window…not excuses, legit sh*t lol. No I am not a flake, when I say I am going to do something you better well believe it because even if it takes me a lifetime to do it MY way, I WILL! So let me continue with one of the things I am up to…since it is only about a week away, I figured it to be safe to say that I am competing on stage again at the WBFF show in Boston on June 2. I was approached and asked to do this show so that is why I am because I really do love it and just might have some others under my belt this year that I was approached about but that is pending. I have been told many times that I should do figure but if I do, than my body won`t allow me to be as active as I like to be and to train in the sport I love of MMA so suck it, YOU do figure (lol jk). I don`t look as good as I can and will but if you knew my life and the circumstances surrounding it, you would understand but I worked DAMN hard and to me that is worth being proud of. I am doing fitness model because I AM a model of fitness and need to finally own that no matter how I look. I word damn hard all year round and eat clean year round and have for over ten years and if that isn`t what anyone is looking for well too bad so sad :).  I have learned one thing, it was when I started listening to everyone else, reaching too much to others and completely stopped listening to me and trusting me that things started to go out of control in my life because I wanted something so badly to help me with my many goals and dreams. OOPSIES! I have had some amazing support from some LEGIT people and one of the biggest helpers has been my good friend, Mr. Dark Poet himself, Kirk Olson. Please be sure to get a copy of his book as a major part of the proceeds goes directly to Breast Cancer Research. Now on to the soonest next bit of info…after this show I am going to get assessed by my current badass , incredible coach Jim Liguori (I am not affiliated with any one gym or club etc for several reasons but he IS the one I give credit to for what might be to come) to see if I can make a July fight card not too far from here. He has one guy on it already, mma fighter Nick Naccarato. We shall see what happens but either way, omg I know I have a huuuuge amount of work still to do and never thought otherwise.  Am I looking to be a professional fighter in the UFC? No, but I will because I love it and it helps me with working with the athletes and well, I just plain love it! I know that there is a massive difference between training and nutrition for sport, for physique and for general health and fitness but without some legit fights under my belt and being a woman, I just have to fight that much harder to get the respect so I will 😉 I have other dreams and goals and it all really ties in as it has to do with health, fitness, sport, entertainment etc. so need to be able to be on top of my game for any of these elements which is another reason my ultimate goal is not to go pro as a fighter but want to help those who DO want that get there right! (sooo much to write in this post ahhhh) Well I have a LOT of catching up to do after my week hiatus from online anything so ttys and stay freshy fresh 😀

 

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